my personal blog

Six months have passed

And all I can say is.
Nothings changed but so much has at the same time yup.

I hate you so much why does my happiest moment have to be when I first kissed you? You ruined everything everything YOU RUINED OUT RELATIONSHIP.YOU MAKE ME SO MAD BECAUSE YOU ACT LIKE IT MEANT NOTHING TO YOU! YOU LET ME CRY AND ACHE AND WANT TO KILL MYSELF AND YOU NEVER CARED AND YOU NEVER TRIED HARD ENOUGH YOU’RE A SORRY EXCUSE FOR A PERSON WHY DON’T YOU JUST GET HIT BY A BUS AND DIE ID PREFER THAT OVER SEEING YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU BUT I LOVE YOU….I just want to stop it all. I just I dont know why you did what you did, you made me cry everynight you made me cry everyday,you never cared you never tried to change things and I hate you for that. You’re a horrible person that ruined our perfect relationship it was selfish of you to put everything else first when I needed you,it was so hard going through my first surgery and you made me so weak thinking I wasn’t good enough. I am good enough I hate you for making me want to die and having me Hurt myself so much after everything,I dont deserve that. You deserve to cry you deserve to lose sleep you deserve to be in pain. I hope you get hit by a bus or stabbed or shot.But even then you wouldn’t even feel an ounce of my pain. Oh god get these thoughts out of my head,please..

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i hate you,i hate you i hate you but i cant get you out of my head! leave please. I want you to get hit by a bus. Shot in the face anything to make you leave everywhere i go. I cant stand it. You torment me everyday by hurting me so badly,i dont ever want to be hurt again :(

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i wish i could get this prom dress,but Ashley hogan already has one very similar.

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omgg i hate you so fucking much its not even possible,you bother me unconditionally. Why can’t you just get hit by a bus or die or something. dhkjehfjker

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fjgewhjkfgejrhgj OMG ARE YOU JOKING.

i finally do something with my free time some motherfucking creative for my standards and my moms like okay if you want to go to your grandmothers you have to do your dishes and your sisters dishes and then your dishes again right after. Im like OMGGGGG WHYYYY I DID SOMETHING GOOD AND NOW IM PUNISHED OMG WHY i hate you all

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this is an ugly picture and from sec 4,but man this kid is my alll time best guy friend. Like ryan macmichael is one of my best guy friends but yeah continuing on. This guy is no other than lino castagnetti.
how long have you known him? Since grade 6
how did you meet him? I met him and he pissed me off so I said his hair looks like a dead cat,yeah…
how are you still friends? homeroom buddies for life<3
how do you consider him your best friend? he’s been there through literally everything for me,i tell him everything that bothers me he’s a sweetheart honestly and I am so happy to have him he’s like my little psychiatrist. He skips class with me whenever I’m bawling my eyes out because of some problem I have,this goes out to you lino,I love you man.

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well hello there,I’m Madison. I’m 16 going onnn 17 in may. I’m a bubbly happy person when I want to be but if you get me on my bad side you probably won’t stay there for long;p I don’t stay mad for too too long. I forgive too easily,get hurt too much. My heart is such a trooper it’s been through so much and it still works.I love my friends and I have the greatest friends on the planet. I love food so so much I would never be able to anorexic. I love cats so much I can never be truly alone. They are amazing. I love video games and movies :) I have xbox 360 so add me if you like ;) ; kittycatswagg. anyways I’m a pretty easygoing person but things set me off easily. Positive or negative.I love life but I wish I could experience it more but eh c’est la vie. I’m legit boy crazy,I would never be able to become a lesbian because of it.My confidence is pretty good:3 I just don’t agree too too much when people say I’m beautiful,like no haha. Well I’m done here,all you lovelies have a great day c;